I'm even too stupid to kill myself.. i i don't know what to do, doesn't matter how hard i try
i tried to hang myself
the rope tore after i passed out.
i tried to poison myself
but immediately purged it all out again.
i wanted to jump in front of a car on a high way
guess which high way was closed half an hour before?
i’m so stupid and hurt
and no one cares haha
OK GUYS AROUND ME. MY LIFE IS NOT INTERESTING STOP TALKING ABOUT EVERY LITLE THING I DO. I HATE IT TO BE KNOWN BY SO MANY PEOPLE IN MY AREA. STOP IT OR I'LL - I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT I'LL DO BECAUSE I'M SO FUCKING ANGRY. MAYBE I'LL JUST JUMP IN FRONT OF A TRAIN.
Fuck you you fucking fucks. Like really go get a life! I’m done.
Mind telling me what kind of tea it is? I have always troubles to fall asleep at 8 but since I need to get up at 3 this is really bad. Friends like that are great! I had it the first time on saturday that actually someone cared
i live in Germany, i don’t think this tea is produced where you live but it’s Schlaf- & Nerventee (german for Sleep- & Nervestea) from Medicazin. but there’s valerian root in it^^ hope this helps you though xoxo
You should drink tea or eat something very light like rice crackers. Or try to sleep, hun :/
i ate a little bowl of rice and 3 pickles today and i did a short work out^^ so i don’t feel that guilty.. and i bought a tea which helps to fall asleep =) i drink some of it every time i can’t sleep, i’m not as bad as i was before, my friends helped me a lot and i’m very proud to have them <3
Wow, to read your Rape-story made me feel really bad! Every morning around 4am I have to walk to work past a long street, next to fields. Normally there is no one. One night a man came along and asked me something, I listened to usic and couldn't understand him...I walked by and felt he stared at me and I started to run. I always felt paranoid for my reaction but reading something like that happened to someone makes me feel I am okay and acring well. Thx. And sta strong too!