i tried to hang myself
the rope tore after i passed out.
i tried to poison myself
but immediately purged it all out again.
i wanted to jump in front of a car on a high way
guess which high way was closed half an hour before?
i’m so stupid and hurt
and no one cares haha
Okay guys.. So.. I’ve gained some weight and i recovered very well:) i’m not afraid to eat anymore, the problem is that it disgusts me. It’s the food. Not me. And yeah.. Two days ago i couldn’t sleep, i had so many nightmares. All with the same content.. I was getting fatter and fatter and fatter. I started crying and i think i had a panic attack
I want to start losing weight again :)
Some might think i shouldn’t do it but it’s my body - my choice! :))
If you could give me some motivation and advise, that’d be great ( feel free to fill my box! ;p)